When the Better Half’s family was suffering though what was to become the wait for inevitability, a friend rescued me on several occasions from the waiting process. She is a partner in an estate sale business, and they were sorting through the belongings of a new client. She kidnapped me for a few hours under the guise of needling additional help. So, I discarded my own personal baggage to sort through someone else’s.
When you lack emotional ties, a person is just a name, not someone you shared a history with, making it is easier to sort though the trappings of their physical legacy. You are unburdened of the sentimentality and confusion that accompany lengthy relationships. After weeks of being emotionally available it was refreshing to exchange personal attachment for an archaeological dig through someone else’s discarded china.
In sorting the accumulation of multiple generations, it’s easy to compose a history based on the objects left behind, though it is hardly accurate. (I read this week that we have a tendency to imagine others as being happier than they actually are).
Before I leaving, I negotiated a trade. Business cards for the estate sale in exchange for some miscellaneous items: a rusty metal sign, tobacco sticks, and a large mason jar. The rusty sign was cut down to be used as a “canvas” for two paintings. One featured above, the other here. The tobacco sticks will frame a painting in the future, and the mason jar is a depository for loose change.
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27 5/8″ X 32 1/4″, Enamel paint and chalk on pre-printed metal sign
I don’t usually discuss symbolism, but in the case I’ll make an exception because much meaning can be attached to “&”. The work has little to do with ampersand as an implication of “more”, or “additional” and everything to do with physical appearance. I like the curve of the ampersand and the way it complements the original arcs adorning the sign. The orange registration mark is a refers to my former life in typesetting and appreciation of letters as shapes separate from their importance as symbols.


























